-thinking at work

some days on the way to school id rather just keep driving and see where i end up...get off at random exits, make crazy turns, and just see where i bring myself...i almost can't justify not doing so (besides the money college costs). What would happen if i did that...I'd be wherever i ended up, alive, and all id be doing is experiencing a new place. i feel like the parents and teachers and and most people make kids or young adults feel as if taking that time to themselves will ruin them and lead them a life of finical instability and set them back making it tough for them to get their life going...college is always going to be around, and granted, no matter what, to become self sufficient you'll need a job and going to school will help you out a lot. but then where do you ever truly have time for yourself... being only 20 i want to see so much more than there is around me, and hopefully I'll take myself places some how, and have the opportunity to experience a lot more. i just think its fucked up that we get scared into school because the world revolves around money and all that most kids focus on their starting pay rather than their life that they have the chance to mold into whatever it is they want.